Why is that one such a tongue twister , it seems to have more weight than any other word in my limited vocabulary or in the world , think about it ;and why is that ? i can say i love my mom , i love my job , i love my house .But when it goes along with feelings deep from that place..... i have trouble accessing, it is a very large scary and tough thing to get from there to my mouth .
Have i said it to much ? Does it add shackles that i am not aware or afraid of? ITS JUST A WORD ; one we all crave and enjoy and want professed to us but sure hard to say or better , admit. I find my self in that place again in my life and it feels amazing when i say it then the terror and the critic come out . Cant i just sit back and enjoy the rapture?....im learning i promise . My therapist say i deserve that and that everyone i have chosen in the past is getting closer to The ONE ...well i hope so i aint getting and younger or prettier .BUT I DO WANT TO THINK IM GETTING BETTER AT THE SELECTION PROCESS ,and gaining some wisdom. I never could get that melon thumping to get a good one down mom tried to tech me but still i try .So for today I will bask in the googley eyed i love yous and just say thank you and be grateful that once again some thinks that im a good catch and i will put my best foot and heart forward today . I LOVE YOU
Thursday, September 9, 2010
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